下雨天

even thought it is not true, I still feeling of it

and that's not I longed for

since when?

I sank in sorrows

be afraid of happiness,

which followed by sadness.

depressing my personality

no longer extrovert,

that

so-called general

dealing with my own emotions

pretending I am mature

then

smiling to you

I like this abnormal myself

perfectly untrue

but it will comes true

cuz I am no longer myself

what I expected